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A Letter from Mother Luisita To read
during times of Discouragement and Depression
My dear child,
So, you are feeling depressed? And sad? I understand
that you are feeling as if your soul is troubled. Is
it true? I'd like this letter to be as close as possible
to a real face-to-face visit with you. Ay, my child,
I can't agree with you! You can't behave like this with
God. You tell me you feel as though God has left you
and I'm telling you B don't worry for He is there by
your side always watching over you. He doesn't forget
you for one single moment. I assure you, He loves you
dearly and on his return "for you say He has left you"
He's going to give you everything you need or He will
have it sent to you. Just remain faithful to Him. He
sometimes seems to test our love. Never forget Him.
Pray. Have a heart-to-Heart talk with Our Lord about
how you are feeling and He will give you courage and
consolation. Write to Him daily telling Him everything
you are going through - whether sadness or joy - but
don't omit anything. Let Him see that you are loving
and submissive to Him whatever He ordains.
Try to read some little book that will console you.
Reading helps very much. It's an ointment healing all
the wounds of our souls which can be even more painful
than those of the body. I know that you might be overwhelmed
with sadness right now, but if that state is filling
your soul with merit before God, what does it matter
if you are deep in sorrow? Sorrow is very natural, but
now don't be foolish.
There is no doubt that at times we can be our own worst
enemies. Maybe it is because our self-love makes us
see little mosquitoes as if they were elephants, or
perhaps it might be that we lack submission to the will
of God. I do know that this happens when we neglect
prayer, mortification, and humility, but if we ask Our
Lord for these virtues, we will receive them. I want
you to be happy and at peace in all circumstances of
this life, offering Our Lord your sorrows and your joys
because everything comes from His loving hand from the
good of our souls.
So now, don't allow yourself to become overcome by sadness.
Sadness is a most undesirable companion and an even
worse advisor. And don't be thinking so much about the
future. The future belongs to God, Who loves us very
much and gives us whatever is best for us. You remind
me of a little foolish child by thinking so much and
then getting so upset about things. Don't do that any
more and try to always be happy and joyful in whatever
setting God permits for you. Prayer and more prayer.
My child, do not feel alone because you are not. Our
Lord in the Blessed Sacrament wants to be your Confidant,
your Friend, your Consoler. He wants to fill your soul
with His Love. Perhaps that is why He is making you
feel the emptiness of creatures. How good our God is
and by how many paths He leads souls! Do not doubt it!
You have been very dear to Him, and it is only natural
that He will be very jealous with those souls He loves
so much. He wants you all for Himself. Blessed be God!
Let it all be for God! In my opinion, we need much prayer,
clinging to Our Lord very strongly and trusting everything
to Him.
Above all else, may God's peace be with you. I am a
little beggar before Our Lord, always asking Him to
look over you.
- Mother Luisita
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